Fear of failing has kept my feet nailed to the floor more times than I care to think by the perfection myth. I logically know perfection is not physically or mentally obtainable, but I still hold myself up to that expectation too often. It is the "if you can't do it perfect, why try?" mentality that leaves me in bondage of fearing failure. I so want to be brave and throw those lies of perfection and fear to the wind every time they grasp me, but I don't every time. In those weak moments of believing the lies, I Lose big time. I lose because I don't trust that I'm enough because of Jesus willingly dying to save me. I lose because I stay stagnant in my rut of self-preservation missing opportunities that God placed in front of me to grow and to better. I lose because I'm playing it safe by not putting myself out there to serve others denying myself deep connections with others. I lose because I'm being disobedient to God throwing away the blessing He so lovingly wanted to give. I lose because I don't share Jesus with others, whether through words or by example. I flat out lose all the way around and so do those God wanted me to bless because of my selfish fears. That is the thing that grieves God's heart the most. You see, God already has equipped me to be brave and to do what He asks of me. He has provided every strength and provision for every task He is calling me to do. God never once asked perfection out of me. He only asks me for a willing and faithful spirit because He's got the rest. There is no room for fear when He fills my soul and guards my steps of faith.
Saturday, October 18, 2014
“You’ll take delight in God, the Mighty One, and look to him joyfully, boldly. You’ll pray to him and he’ll listen; he’ll help you do what you’ve promised. You’ll decide what you want and it will happen; your life will be bathed in light. To those who feel low you’ll say, ‘Chin up! Be brave!’ and God will save them. Yes, even the guilty will escape, escape through God’s grace in your life.” (Job 22:26-30 MSG)
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Trust GOD from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for GOD ’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he’s the one who will keep you on track. (Proverbs 3:5-6 MSG)
This being a Mama thing is hard sometimes. My little miss of a girl will test me occasionally with her "I will push all your buttons, Mama" attitude. She especially likes to pull this attitude out in the middle of the grocery store or while in the doctor's office, or wherever it's the most inconvenient. Picture a preschool girl melting down rather loudly and a frazzled mama trying to get her girl to just stop already. You get it, the tear soaked face of a little girl and a mama trying to discipline in love but barely hanging on to her last nerve and shred of I should know how to do this mentality. It's an awful feeling and an even more awful situation. You see, my first gut reaction is to do what I already know, but that doesn't always work. What I know to do may work one time but not the next time. My mama knowledge is sorely limited, and I quickly come to the end of myself. To be honest, it shows in my frazzled face and my posture that says I just want to crawl in a hole with my girl because I'm so embarrassed and can't believe she is doing this to me right now. You see, I'm not seeking God in the first moments of my girl's meltdown. What would it look like if I did? I think the situation would still be hard, yet God would open my eyes to His direction of how to handle my girl. I could trust Him to lead me through the meltdown with more wisdom, grace, and truth as I firmly but lovingly discipline my daughter. Will I get it right every time, no. Will I still be frazzled at times, yes. Will my girl still chose to push my buttons, yes. Will I still try to do it all by myself at times, yes. The beauty and truth in all this comes down to me genuinely seeking and being aware of God's love and His leading. He didn't leave me hanging out here alone. He is always with me just as He promises in His Word. In my flustered Mama moments, I just need to seek Him, trust Him, hear Him, obey Him, and love Him, and He will surely take care of the rest. I will be a better Mama because I'm grounded in my God and my girl will learn and grow because I choose to love her enough to raise her in God's precious Truths.
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
God means what he says. What he says goes. His powerful Word is sharp as a surgeon’s scalpel, cutting through everything, whether doubt or defense, laying us open to listen and obey. Nothing and no one is impervious to God’s Word. We can’t get away from it—no matter what. (Hebrews 4:12-13 MSG)
God's Word never fails....
Let that beautiful Truth rest upon your weary heart.
Breathe it in deeply to fill your tired body.
Let it calm your racing thoughts.
Wear it as a warm cocoon around your aching soul.
Let it saturate your bone deep fatigue.
Clothe yourself in that ultimate peace.
Not one word failed from all the good words GOD spoke to the house of Israel. Everything came out right. (Joshua 21:45 MSG)
God has you safely in His Hand, and His promises speak of hope and knowing everything will be as it should, according to His Perfect Will.
Let that sink in to every inch of your being and walk in that beautiful Truth and Confidence , His Word Never Ever Fails....